Oh. My. God.
I'm laughing
I'm laughing,
But inside?
_{I'm dying…}
I shouldn't know
I should have known…
But I didn't
And now I do
And now I'm failing
I don't know what to do...

You have no idea how much,
Just how much,
This is tearing me up inside…
It hurts
And…
Now?
Now I'm no longer laughing
_{But I'm still dying…}
Now you've just replaced the laughter,
Replaced it with crying

I don't know what to do
I think I love you….
I know I love you…
_{But you've both sort of lied to me…}
Did you think you were saving me?
Did you feel ashamed?
Did you just think that I didn't need to know?
…
I thought we knew each other better…
Apparently I need to get to know you better…
I'm too set on seeing only the Brightside
I can't ever see the Darkside
And look what it's done…
It only took one simple word…
One simple word ruined all my illusions
All the fantasies of the simple world
The happy people
The joyful places
They're all gone

_{I wish I'd never found out…}
I'm so glad I found out…
Oh god…
The tears won't stop falling
And I don't know what to do
What do I do?
Can't you answer me?
WHAT DO I DO?!
Do you see the grief?!
I never thought you of all people would do this…
I thought we were similar
I thought we thought alike…
And now I find this out…
You know
If you'd told me?
…
If you'd told me,
I wouldn't be sobbing like I am
If you'd told me,
I'd try to help you if I could
If only you had told me…
But you didn't…